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纪念日

2012年1月22日
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1月22日

6年前的这天,我开始了一段持续近3年的恋爱。然而,去年的这天,我才在备忘录上偶然而惊奇的“发现”了这个巧合……一个我不曾记得的个纪念日。

在那段记忆中,我们没有庆祝过一次“纪念日”;她夜里一个人打电话哭着说害怕,我没有赶去陪她;她说想去另一个城市,我一次次的断然拒绝……而那时的我却觉得已经够把她视若珍宝了,反倒是对她常常不满,如今看来有些不可思议。一定程度上,因着这样的很多个“不可思议”,她离开了我。那时的我没有觉得遗憾,反倒如释重负。

令我不曾想到的是,分开许久,我仍受惠于她那时对我的好。我渐渐明白一个残酷的现实:一个女子用她最美的一段青春,教我明白了自己“不懂的爱,没有能力爱,不值得爱”,而留下的也许只有伤痛。

爱,我笃信的生命的意义,崩塌了。我不懂爱,也没能力爱,直到后来我认识了上帝……

但是我却无法问他,为何生命会这般残酷?

22号,如今成了刻骨铭心的日子,与那年的故事无关,却更凄美幽长……

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