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为谁流的泪

2012年1月23日
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除夕夜,跟以前的同事朋友拜年,很多人是我来SH之后第一次联系。包括F姐,离开的时候曾要求我每个月跟她“问安”。我食言了,不是我忘记了,而是我来SH后的状态实在没法说,一拖再拖就到了现在。

劈头就数落我:你终于出现了,去了SH就失踪了?然后就哭得像个小孩子……让我一下子跟那个凌厉的director完全对不上号了。过了半晌,说:很想你啊,连个短信也没有,以后不准你消失,听到没?我连连说:一定一定,都是我不好……又问我:年三十这样子是不是很二?我说:今天是年廿九……你心里的苦我明白。她嗔道:小屁孩你明白什么呀!又说:谢谢你借我肩膀用。

我明白的是,她当然不是因为我才难过成这样,她是个坚强的女人,但一个人过的难处别人又怎能切身体会。我的没良心只是一个破口,让她在这一刻借着泪水把心中的苦和委屈发泄出来……

有时候人之间的关系很微妙。我和F姐一直很亲,也许是因为我们名字都有个F,也许我们都是水瓶座,也许我总借着姐的名义跟她套近乎,让她很受用……但如果我还在BJ,跟她得生活圈子还有很多的交集,也许她就不会借我这个肩膀了……人活着真是苦……

但她不知道,就在这个年廿九的除夕,我刚刚二过……

你知不知道
思念一个人的滋味
就像喝了一杯冰冷的水
然后用很长很长的时间
一滴一滴流成热泪

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